GAY, STR8, OR BI?

WHAT AM I REALLY?

Though I identify myself as gay...I sometimes fantasize about pussy.

Does that make me str8??  Bi??

Do we really have to label ourselves in order to be accepted in society??

I love Latin men and could fuck and suck them day in and day out...

BUT

There are times when I think of getting my dick wet in some Asian pussy.

Why Asian??

No idea.

I was amazed when I read the Sextrology book and saw that one of a str8 Virgo males turn-ons is Asian women.

CRAZY SHIT!

I think of getting my dick sucked and fucked by an Asian hooker all the time!

I even go to those Chinese massage parlors hoping to get a little sucky fucky sometime.

Thought I have never received any sucky fucky as of yet...

I have gotten a few hand jobs and some ball rubbing.

WHICH I LOVE!

Last year I found an Asian massage parlor on Craigslist that was close to my job and promised a very good time with a sexy Asian lady.

So basically this was going to be a hooker!

I really wanted my first taste of pussy and decided this was going to be the night.

(Oh and yeah..I never had pussy before..In case I didn't mention that)

Long story short,

I get there and nothing ends up happening.

It was obvious they thought I was an undercover cop, and the price that was quoted over the phone was not the same price upon arrival.

They tried to add a room reservation fee on top of the massage fee.

There were no rooms!

It wasn't a fucking motel!

They were private little rooms like every massage parlor has!

Total fucking scam I thought.

Or was it??

I pretended to make an ATM run because I was short on cash and never returned.

Fuck that.

I wasn't paying hundreds of bucks on what may have ended up being just an average erotic massage.

Although the Asian ladies working there were wearing lingerie type outfits.

It was definately a whore house if u ask me.

So...

My goal this year is to find an Asian hooker and let her ride me into XTC!

I want her on top.

(Which happens to be another str8 Virgo male turn-on)

There is something innocent about Asian women and I like it.

They seem very shy and sexual...kind of dirty.

I like that.

The closest I got to getting some pussy was this past weekend.
I got a handjob by a drunk Asian chic in the restroom of a bar.
On the subway ride home I started to feel bad.

Should I have let this happen??
Did I really enjoy it??
Am I really gay??
Am I bi??
Am I str8 but confused??
When I woke up semi sober the next morning it all made sense again.
I am gay.  No question about it.
There are just some fantasies I need and want to explore.
I believe its normal to have sexual fantasies that may be outside our usual comfort zone.
I am sick of feeling guilty and confused because of my Asian pussy fantasy.

I want to try it and I am!

Very soon!

There...I feel better now.
Thank god for prostitutes!
I don't feel guilty about it.
Hey...
that's what they are here for right?!

QUEEN CICCONE

Let it be known for those who may not know...

Madonna is my everything!

She is my Queen!

There is no other!

There will never be another!

If you even try and convince me otherwise...

An evil curse will be bestowed on you and your loved ones!

You have been officially warned.

Oh and yeah...

All you GaGa fans can suck it!

That ugly ass bastard love child of Marilyn Manson and Bette Midler will never reach Madonna status!
She looks like a retarded hooker!

Look at her!

Just look at her real good!

STOP IT ALREADY

Ok..Ok..I will stop with all the nonstop Virgo quotes now.

We sell this book where I work and let me tell you...

THIS SHIT IS 100% ACCURATE!

You must get a copy.

Starsky and Cox know their shit!

Kind of fucking scary actually.

I just had to add some of those quotes at the start of this blog.

We Virgos are a twisted lot.

Gotta love it!

VIRGO TURNS ON

GAY TURN ONS

submission

older men

executives

Mediterraneans, Latins

straight men

roleplay

faux identities

twinks

rentboys

mutual oral, J/O

debauchery

degradation

(passive/active) analingus

foreskin

(passive) penetration

toys, gadgets, plugs,

straight sex voyeurism

private parties

sex clubs, theaters, backrooms, massages, saunas, bathhouses,

uncle fantasies

servants

(passive) lite s&m

teasing

torture

enemas

STR8 TURN ONS

older/experienced females

Asian women

small breasts

skinny legs

waifs,wastrels

submission

girl on top

white shoes, stockings

handcuffs, harnesses

streetwalkers

(passive) discipline

(passive) s&m

nurses, secretaries

technicians

playing doctor

fingering

voyeurism/other couples

heavy porn

lite pain

humilation/being cuckolded

(passive) teasing torture

alcohol, downers

piercing, branding

gags, hoods, masks

VIRGO MALE FACTS

(From the book "Sextrology: The astrology of sex and the sexes" by Starsky and Cox)
Virgo man is a complicated, often confounding character.

To him, the world is an imperfect place fraught with pitfalls and disappointments.

He is especially predisposed to a defeatist view of relationships, which can't help but fall short of his signature pristine expectations.

Masking profound sensitivity and a wealth of emotional wounds behind a superior cynicism, Virgo man projects an impenetrability that alternately puts people off or piques their curiosity.

He is a master of disguises, putting on different faces for different people, careful to keep his friendships seperate and, thus, others' illusions of him alive.

He fears upset-conflicts are to be avoided at all costs-so he keeps his distance in relationships, typically entering into bonds where clear out control can be maintained.

Vigo is vulnerable to a litany of doubts, insecurities, and fears from an early age.

He not only feels socially cast off, but because Virgo is often born at a time when his parents are embroiled in a struggle or strife, he also senses a lack of familial love.

Though often musically and artistically gifted, Virgo fights and uphill battle in the trenches of human relationships.

He is the zodiac's misanthrope, a Charlie Brown, the cartoon Everyman who often finds himself positioned low on the totem pole.

He may be mocked or otherwise made fun of, which causes him to project a wounded and dejected personality.
However, these early experiences often fail to breed the true humility upon which Virgo man will later thrive.
From his youth, Virgo walks an emotional and, indeed, a moral tightrope.
He is visited equally by vice and virtue, just as he must resolve fear with faith, self denial with self acceptance, plain old right with wrong.
Avoiding conflict, he sidesteps tense situations, holding his tongue when feeling compromised-
like a volcano, he bottles up his emotions until they cannot help but blow or sink him into a dark depression.
By virtue of his sixth sign placement as the hinge of the zodiac, Virgo sees his whole life as a turning point, one long, continual crisis.
Still, he must be careful of building up too much real or metaphoric bile in his system-the result of being star crossed-and learn to let the healing begin.
Many a wounded Virgo will become a social or arts critic, jobs in which he can earn big bucks by being his naturally bilious self.
Fear and self loathing, as well as his obsession with perfection, have strong roots in Virgo's childhood.
He is often disabled by his upbringing, having been made to feel somehow flawed.
Virgo is famous for his phobias and hypochondria, which are often caused by overprotective parents.
As such, a Virgo man adopts a feeble self image, seeking out similarity disadvantaged friends and love interests with whom to sulkily associate-he is infamous for being sullen if not Gothic in his temperament.
Virgo feels lacking.
There's no easy way of convincing him that, from an astrological perspective, this is exactly how he should feel.
In hindsight Virgo can look back on his former bonds as part of his sentimental education, as stepping stones to self sufficiency and the establishment of a lordly manor of his own making.
Typically, around middle age, he will seek to pass the baton of his amassed knowledge, sharing his life with someone who reminds him very much of himself: a sorcerer's apprentice of sorts, who will regard him with as much love and affection as he does awe and respect.

SIGN NUMBER 6

Virgo's number is often called the devil's number, especially in triplicate.

Yet it is also considered the number of god's creation, which took 6 days.

As such, it is associated with work and productivity.

The cube is six sided, and when opened forms a cross.

35-42

SIGN AGE ASSOCIATION

Middle age.  Life is a crisis.

This is a time when a man's so called glory days are gone.

Virgo never feels like a golden boy; rather, he is disenfranchised.

He is the everyman, a true mensch, hard pressed to make his mark.

Humility becomes the benchmark of his success.

PSYCHOLOGY

Virgo may suffer from many irrational fears, such as disease phobia.

He can be distrustful and critical of others.

Feelings of disappointment may fuel pathelogical lying, especially surrounding his origins.

Innate self loathing may lead to psychosomatic illnesses and or an obsession with his physical being.

Virgo tends to tamper with his looks, falling prey to eating disorders or even a compulsion for plastic surgery.

INTRODUCTION

Welcum to

THE X-RATED VIRGO.

The blog about a rebellious Virgo faggot from the Midwest who made his way to NYC to hopefully one day find himself.

My thoughts..My words..My life.

Since moving to NYC I have met lots and lots of fellow Virgos.

I never met this many Virgos back home in Indiana...EVER.

It seems we are drawn to the never ending excitement of big city life and it's overwhelming sense of acceptance.

I have never felt this free.

New York City is my home.

Over the past 6 years I have learned quite a bit about us Virgo folk.

I believe that we are fucking nuts!

I have yet to meet a Virgo who isn't.

Virgo is also one of the more gays signs of the zodiac.

Nobody is more a chameleon than a Virgo.

And no Virgo is more a chameleon than a gay Virgo man.

Welcum to

THE X-RATED VIRGO.

My thoughts..My words..My life.

WARNING:

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YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.