THE X-RATED VIRGO: WHAT AM I REALLY?

Though I identify myself as gay...I sometimes fantasize about pussy.

Does that make me str8?? Bi??

Do we really have to label ourselves in order to be accepted in society??

I love Latin men and could fuck and suck them day in and day out...

BUT

There are times when I think of getting my dick wet in some Asian pussy.

Why Asian??

No idea.

I was amazed when I read the Sextrology book and saw that one of a str8 Virgo males turn-ons is Asian women.

CRAZY SHIT!

I think of getting my dick sucked and fucked by an Asian hooker all the time!

I even go to those Chinese massage parlors hoping to get a little sucky fucky sometime.

Thought I have never received any sucky fucky as of yet...

I have gotten a few hand jobs and some ball rubbing.

WHICH I LOVE!

Last year I found an Asian massage parlor on Craigslist that was close to my job and promised a very good time with a sexy Asian lady.

So basically this was going to be a hooker!

I really wanted my first taste of pussy and decided this was going to be the night.

(Oh and yeah..I never had pussy before..In case I didn't mention that)

Long story short,

I get there and nothing ends up happening.

It was obvious they thought I was an undercover cop, and the price that was quoted over the phone was not the same price upon arrival.

They tried to add a room reservation fee on top of the massage fee.

There were no rooms!

It wasn't a fucking motel!

They were private little rooms like every massage parlor has!

Total fucking scam I thought.

Or was it??

I pretended to make an ATM run because I was short on cash and never returned.

Fuck that.

I wasn't paying hundreds of bucks on what may have ended up being just an average erotic massage.

Although the Asian ladies working there were wearing lingerie type outfits.

It was definately a whore house if u ask me.

So...

My goal this year is to find an Asian hooker and let her ride me into XTC!

I want her on top.

(Which happens to be another str8 Virgo male turn-on)

There is something innocent about Asian women and I like it.

They seem very shy and sexual...kind of dirty.

I like that.

The closest I got to getting some pussy was this past weekend.
I got a handjob by a drunk Asian chic in the restroom of a bar.
On the subway ride home I started to feel bad.

Should I have let this happen??
Did I really enjoy it??
Am I really gay??
Am I bi??
Am I str8 but confused??
When I woke up semi sober the next morning it all made sense again.
I am gay. No question about it.
There are just some fantasies I need and want to explore.
I believe its normal to have sexual fantasies that may be outside our usual comfort zone.
I am sick of feeling guilty and confused because of my Asian pussy fantasy.

I want to try it and I am!